Well I thought I had it all figured out.. I was so focused.. I wanted to train all summer and work and eventually go to USF on a track scholarship… but then i dont know what happened.. Things happened and i started questioning myself and and why i wanted to do things and he came into my life and chalenged me to do things and everthing just changed from there… I just feel so confused.. about who i am… about what God wants me to do.. about why i do the things i do.. and why i make the same mistakes over and over again…

I guess one day i will figure it all out… But anyways thats just a lil of what i was thinking and feeling..

But before i go ii just want to tell everyone how totally excited that my best friend got her myspace back.. i love you sooo much julz…